Thursday, December 3, 2009

And so it goes again

Today was not much different than yesterday. The weather in the morning was oppressive and weighing me down and there was so much to do but focus was difficult at times. Don't know if I accomplished much but I was trying.

Thinking more about pushing up my Dr appointment to check up on things.

Tried getting going by working out at the gym but the spirit just wasn't in it and I floundered for the hour or more that I was there. Being hard on myself for overeating lately but not doing anything about it. There is a tendency for me to eat compulsively when things are like this. I was being petty watching other people and getting upset if they weren't wiping down the machines and even wanted to tell on them. I find when I am struggling I just get so much more critical of others. It is not very pretty.

Perhaps I need to get in the Word more as I have been lax lately and that usually helps my demeanor.

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