Help is never too far away

Stay connected! A friend called today looking for some encouragement and I was there for him. Did I fix anything ? No, but hopefully he felt better when it was all done, I know that I did. Meanwhile I was encouraged by today's comment on the blog. Yesterday I treated some people poorly because I was on edge and was loosing control. Even though I recognize it after a while it is still hard to get out of my own way. I wonder at the damage I do when I am not mentally right. How often will people put up with me? One guy in particular always seems to be around when I meltdown and I am certain he must think that I am nothing but a big jerk. How many times can you say you are sorry before people just stop listening or caring?