Beautiful day, clouded thoughts

What a beautiful day, bright sunshine, warmth on my face so why was I so powerless? Day was going okay reasonably productive and then when faced with some minor decisions I began to feel overwhelmed, wanted to just go hide and sleep. Again, it was late morning when these thoughts started up. A few more days of this and I definitely have to speak with my doctor about what is going on here. I took early lunch to go sit in the sunshine outside and it still was so difficult to get restarted. Things just seem to swirl around in my mind and freeze me in place with no apparent hope for resolution. Struggled to get back on task with some success.