To sleep perchance to dream. Ah there's the rub!

Sometimes everything is too big and seems endless. During those times I will often succumb to a case of unavoidable exhaustion. That is where the sleep comes in, I don't know if it is because I have not been sleeping or if I am just sleeping to get away from everything. The most frustrating part about it is it then brings an enormous load of guilt with it. Either I have fallen asleep at work and the piles have just gotten larger or the home projects or family concerns have been set aside because "daddy's tired". What a joke! Tired from doing nothing and trying to figure out how to make it look like I accomplished even the most minor task. Frustration, guilt, exhaustion, frustration, guilt, exhaustion a sometimes seemingly endless cycle occasionally broken by a "good" day. Whatever that is anymore. Talked with a friend (follower) today and that was a great boost. His feedback is caring me through this posting right now. I will continue and I will get better.