Friday, October 30, 2009
Her we go again
Today was so much like yesterday it was scary. Right around noon I was overwhelmed with gloom and was having great difficulty shaking it. I became overheated and just wanted to go hide somewhere and sleep. Fortunately, it was a brisk day outside and I just disappeared for a little while and walked around in the breeze trying to get up the courage to get back in to work. Finally, I went back in and just pushed through to get some stuff done. On the way home I was trying to understand what is going on and I wondered if perhaps my meds just start wearing off too soon. I will have to try to pay close attention to cause and effect to try to help myself be better more consistently.
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Paul,
ReplyDeleteThanks again for showing me there are other Believers out there, that feel the real pain of depression. I know with me, my dark days are often when I wonder why with all of God's grace that I have seen for myself, there isn't any for my physical breakdowns. My knee is just the painful tip of the physical issues, I'm dealing with.